Wednesday 29 December 2010

good food

We have been working to eat better food. It seems strange to think that there was ever a time when we didn't. This includes more cake.


For a long time I wasn't particularly bothered about organic food, it seemed a little bit silly to be worrying about the harm that pesticides etc might be doing, as pretty much everyone gets by with no ill effects. Eco-ness hyped up, batty relatives insisting that they must have it as everything else is evil, despite the cost to the people actually buying the food. To a certain extent I'd still agree with that. The thing that I can't ignore is the waste and bad practice that is regular farming and food production.

We long ago stopped eating cheap chickens, "sad chickens" as we call them, the kind you see in heaps and hanging in all the local butchers around our part of town. Look at chickenout and compassion in world farming (it's not just chickens). The value and basic chicken, the chicken that goes to make anything that is prepared. And the eggs, I feel sad any time I see someone pick up the basics eggs. Nasty people. I really can't see how people feel that their brief satisfaction gnomming down a jerk chicken thigh justifies the disgusting life that bird had to live. The same is happening to the soil and wildlife as things are grown badly so that we can have it cheaply.

Here are ralph's friend rachel in alaska's lovely chickens. Happy good chickens...


It's waste and pain and destruction that I believe is bad.

The extra packaging, the factory needed solely to mash potatoes for people to lazy to do it themselves, the extra chemicals that are needed to make a soggy thing in a jar appear to be vaguely wholesome. It's unnecessary. A pineapple coming from the other side of the world should be a thing you save up for, if you really have to have it, as it is a huge expense to the planet to bring it to us here, where we cannot grow them. They should come once a year if at all. We could maybe learn to appreciate more of the food we can grow. I'm sorry, lamb from new zealand? Do we not have sheep here?

Anyway, you get my drift. With this in mind I bought some bits and pieces from goodnessdirect. I was on the search for some japanese foods like seaweed (here we go, I'm now going against everything I just said. As far as I'm aware we don't have alternatives and I was specifically looking for some foods with umami taste for my mum who is ill and pretty much refuses to eat anything as "nothing tastes") and I started looking around online, lots of japanese places to order from but most were pretty strongly laced with unhealthies and unnecessaries. Goodnessdirect has the clearspring brand foods. Lots of nice things that are wholesome.


It was only after I put my order through that I realised that goodness foods is based where I grew up, "ahhhh" I said. I had friends mothers that used to get pulses and herbs from there. They are a good company with lots of information on the site and a wonderful service. Even if they do apparently have some ready prepared stuff, hmmm, I say no to bought pizza.

I was thinking yesterday, when we had to go to holland and barrett in a cat medicine emergency, about how much I dislike going out onto the high street, if it wasn't so close to us we'd probably never go. It's all just rubbish, literally things that will be going to landfill nigh on immediately. And if it's not rubbish it's disappointing service and stock range and expensive and I feel like I'm getting done over. It really is luck if you happen to have a decent shop with a genuine storekeeper that has really good produce. Even at our local farmers market many of the stallholders can barely bring themselves to tolerate talking to you like you have a brain let alone providing actually better products, they are so very surly. The honey man and the cheese man are notable exclusions, they are great. The pesto lady looked at ralph like he was a lunatic when he actually asked her about her goods (out of curiosity as to why something so simple to make and inexpensive if done in quantity was seemingly so special and precious) I used to like sainsbury's a lot, I though they were ok and trying a bit harder than the others but no, they are just as bad. The day we happened to be in when the 'grated hard italian cheese' changed to 'basics grated hard cheese', both on the shelf at the same time, same tub but with a new label and slightly different proportions in the ingredients list. For the same price. You feel you are getting a better deal 'in these straightened times' if it's in a basics wrapper. Nonsense, it's a trick and it's mean.

So we are looking for alternatives, we already get our vegetables elsewhere, but meat is tricky. Our butchers and small shops are really only catering for the people who buy sad chickens and we don't want to buy anything from people who even remotely think that's a good idea. So online it is, be nice not to get everything from ocado so places such as goodness is what I'm going to be trying.

Tuesday 28 December 2010

us and them all

This is good.


I like the idea behind this organisation. It strikes me as lunatic that anyone could possibly imagine that animals have no feelings. Maybe this film won't touch those bad people though. I thought it was hilarious, I was waiting for the man with the pizza to be greeted by "brrrmp", as wu would say.

Or in fact "raaaaalph" as the question would.
Or "mmmmrrrrring", so says adne.
The "excuse me" noise douglas makes can only be described as something similar to that of a cliff dwelling sea bird and I don't know how to spell it.

Friday 10 December 2010

studying angry

This is on the website of my old university, from the green tights I'd say it was my first year. I'm not sure what this picture illustrates apart from the hit and miss judgement of young students, but despite this I managed to take a small amount of responsibility for myself. And look, i'm carrying around a plastic bag at some kind of private view. I thought it might brighten the page.


It seems ralph and I, from the facebook concensus, are in a minority. It seems everyone else is "on the side of the student". It seems everyone else thinks the £9000 tuition fees is a shocking infringement on our being.

It seems the only people who are saying anything are saying how so very bad it all is.

From my pretty comprehensive listening of radio 4 I only heard yesterday any serious noting of the huge misrepresentation or misunderstanding that is flying about. Unless I have gotten it all very wrong. Because I didn't think that any of the new plans would mean that, if I was having my youth again and if again my mum said "well I don't think you'll be able to afford to go" (as she said with no knowledge of such things called student loan or part time work), students like I was with no money would not be able to get a degree.

I don't think I'm wrong, I think you can still go guys.

On women's hour...

A report from the university think-tank, million+, indicates that women will be hit disproportionately hard by the proposed rise to university tuition fees. Pam Tatlow, Chief Executive of million+, and David Willetts, Minister of State for Universities and Science, discuss the likely impact on students.

Here it is to listen to...


It was argued that a young couple would be starting off in life with £90,000 of debt which would mean they were doomed to not getting on the housing ladder or having any fun at all. And poor dave was calmly trying to say that no, very few people would have to pay £9000 per year, and the amount to pay back was lower and easier to manage etc etc. But £90,000! Maybe I'm paraphrasing this, I didn't yet listen again. 

More or less on the radio did a little feature and from what I grasped it all seems really sensible, most people will pay less and only those with super duper wage packets will pay it all. That's good no? Here it is...



And yet I have friends on facebook, all angry updates at how people won't go to university and protesting and such. Honestly, please tell me if I missed something. I had a discussion on a formulating forum that got locked as it seems it was political, which actually I don't think it was, it was about education, and I didn't start the discussion, I just questioned what was most likely meant as a flippant shout/exclamation. This is what I said in reply to general "I support the students/50K of debt/no ema/those making the decisions had free education" comments... (the original post asked if london was all gone to pieces)

I haven't noticed any affects out in NE london! I try not to go into town  Undecided

I'm not sure about all of this, my BF and I are both 28 so we feel not too far from when we were at uni. Some of our friends are joining in in the protests etc but as far as I can see we never had it so good as when we were studying, all had loans and student overdrafts etc, all partying and buying shoes and dvds etc. I had no support at all from my family and I didn't struggle to live or to study. Now I don't really earn enough to pay any of my loan, only occasionally if I do extra work. But it's ok as I will plod on and when/if I earn more I will pay more back.

I can't see how it's going to be any different with the changes, only that a few will have larger loans if they go to the really good universities and that actually it will be better as the threshold for repaying is higher (ie, I could work some extra hours and not be pushed into the band to pay anything) People will be pretty much in the same situation as we are now although the actual numbers could be higher, but day to day it will be better for those coming out and starting on a low wage. The student loan is really not like a regular debt.

In regards to the ema, I think something needed to be done but not sure what. BF teaches and at his college some national diploma students were really only turning up to be able to claim the ema distorting numbers and making it hard to the dedicated students. Honestly the number of conversations I have overheard on public transport where teenagers have been discussing how they feel 1, totally entitled to getting "paid" for giving up their valuable time and 2, how they are rinsing the system and feel like they are getting one over on the teachers.
I know this is not all students, but I think that system made a nonsense of education.

I just think that most people aren't really protesting about the right things and that the coverage and comment is whipping people up and deepening the mis-understanding.
(sorry for the long winded semi-rant thread hijack!)

...

(it's all messed up)




I definitely agree with that. I guess from my side, I feel that it is good that I pay for the studies I have chosen to do, as opposed to expecting all others to pick up the cost (as it has to be paid for somehow) and I am very glad that there is a provision for me to only pay it back when and if I am able.

I live on about £12,000 and I don't feel like I'm vastly loosing out on life so £21k seems like a fortune! I eat well and am normally warm  Smiley so to me that seems a fair level. I may be wrong but I thought that the amount per month at the threshold for repayments is £40 so not much out of the monthly costs. Dunno, I thought I heard that?

I just think this argument/protest is distracting from the other issues of quality of study/degradation of qualifications as you mention and the fact that learning has become 'job skills training' and the idea that everyone should get a degree (or have the experience of "uni") as opposed to any other qualification.


Did I make sense there?

Anyway, I told my fb friend that it what she said about people not being able to go was rubbish, slightly fascitious I admit but I'm so fed up with all of this...

but surely people can still go to university, no? Or have I completely missed the point that it'll all be pretty much the same as when we went, maybe with higher fees for some places, but not paying back until you earn more than we have to? I'm sorry but this is nonsense, obviously people will still go to uni.
 
She said...
People will still go to Uni. But, for example, I paid my own BA and MA fees through bar work, kitchen work, admin etc. If my fees had been more than £1200 a year (I know they're even more now). I wouldn't have been able to go. Now they will... be even higher and people in the same circumstances will struggle to commit to degrees. Also, Im talking specifically about the borough of Erewash (where I'm from and where I voted) where the population have become disarmingly right wing. Ilkeston is a NF stronghold and UKIP seems like the answer to many of the local's 'problems'. This borough voted for the tories but many have jobs related to public sector. They are the aspiring middle classes with precarious mid incomes who'll now struggle with the rise in tuition fees. However, the student loan shark company will probably create a mega loan and save us all.


Come on, please. You mean you wouldn't have bothered with an art degree if it had cost you more? I had another friend previous to all this that said she wouldn't have gone to art school if she didn't know she had her parents to rely on. This looks bad for art degrees. I can't help but think that possibly the best thing for art education would be a reduction of people not fully, fully committed. That's not to say these guys didn't work hard and do well but it puts an odd gloss on it. I did it knowing that know one else but me was going to pay, aren't I good. Maybe that is the disparity here, that the views are of varying expectations, I expected to have a hard time and actually it was ok. I assumed before even thinking about university that it would cost something, I hadn't had any support from my parents for a while before going and was indignant that their finances had no baring on my situation.

I wanted to quote something I heard last year sometime about how in a truly ..... society (can't think of the word) we would not fund higher education at all but spend all the money on early years and primary schools as this is where the inequalities and disadvantages embed. In looking for the quote and realising, not knowing the exact quote it was impossible to search for, I did come across this from 2006.
 
That is why, if the expansion of ‘life chances’ is the priority, the more radical approach would be to shift the balance of public spending away from the higher education system and towards the under fives instead. 
 
 
This is me working really hard at university with george working really hard in the background. Can you see me counting the disappearing pounds, imagining the sound of coins forming into a giant debt mountain? No.

Sunday 5 December 2010

rush

Theses are nice. With some big wool socks (as yet to find somewhere good and reasonable to get some, suggestions welcome) as a slightly more sophisticated version of ralphs layers of socks and espadrille situation.


£12 good.

parna. Nice linen and ticking too but so very expensive.

cup for christmas

For christmas, I would like a travel cat cup. I spoke before about kuksa, but maybe a grande wouldn't fit in that?

There are these, I like the red one but it looks to be sold out now.


But as novel as they are I think not so practical. Ralph totally dissed them.

I do not like these, they are ugly like wearing trainers with your work suit on the way home...


This is quite nice, if it has to be stainless and shiny...


Or this if I could find anywhere in britain that sells them...


It seems that they are sold buy chinese promo ware companies to get you logo put on so the only other places I've seen them are as some wacky indie coffeeshop 'merch'. Anyway, it looks sensible, would be better with a not blue handle, has a lid, no horrible plastic sipping hole. Yes please.

I forgot, this article was quite interesting, guardian.co.uk, on how no one really takes their own mug, even though you can have a discount at 'bucks if you do. I haven't ever taken my own mug. I would like a travel mug so I can. It's an odd thing when something like this seems so obvious and yet it hadn't really occurred to me previously. If I am quick I ask the barista to leave off the lid, I have a hatred for the lids beyond the extra plastic, sipping through a hole, no thanks. Meeting the takeout without challenge is pretty hard, so far I have failed at getting organised with it.

Saturday 4 December 2010

horn

Nice carved horn things.


greatenglish.co.uk

Friday 3 December 2010

tree treasure

I made an etsy treasury as I thought how nice it would be to see this on the front page. It seems, however, that there is some other mystical thing to do to get enough people to see your list and for it therefore to get onto the front page. What do these people with all the comments do?

Here is mine, isn't it lovely?

Its all nice birch things. Birch is the new black.

haber dash

I don't get the magazine but I do get the newsletter. Selvedge.


The news sent me to this shop. Great. merchantandmills.com

nef talk

We went to a talk. surviving-and-thriving-in-the-great-transition
Paper work here.

I'm very bad at getting around to writing about these things, it's been too long and I have forgotten what I wanted to say about it. I must write more notes in future.


I think that in general it was mostly some sensible talk. I was very impressed with caroline lucas. Vivienne westwood is a mad biddy, not very eloquent but it seemed that she was the only one that didn't happily profess to optimism that all will be well, this was good to see as nothing much appears to be happening in the wider world to feel is enough.

Rosie boycott spoke well however I do not buy the children-growing-food-on-estates-will-do-good suggestion. It's hard for me to pin down as obviously people being interested in plants and getting stuck in growing them and learning about food is a good thing. There is something about this type of project that sets me on edge. They are lovely little self contained projects and I feel that they are a distraction (I am waiting for ralphs post on the horror of the countryfile charity money paying for children to garden in the school playground). They are fluff, as most projects are. I think that they distract from the wider messages and they act as a full stop.

Right, we are done, our project is over, it was great, look at our lovely photos.

I did however leave feeling that I can do more. That I can do good work and that I must not ignore the things that I learn.

tell me yum

I wish that I lived in San Francisco.

I would sign up for this.

telltalepreserveco

There is something very nice about a regular delivery of surprise goodies. Not knowing what you are going to get, not being able to guess what it might be, each individual item is exciting. Just as a christmas stocking.

This "pâtisserie and delicatessen" looks to make really special things. From what you can see on the website. And because it's not in east london I imagine it's not totally cunty. Please excuse my language.

Tell tale people, please could you send me a goodie bag?

Wednesday 1 December 2010

cooking

I had a bit of a conversation on homegrown.org about home cooking and why people don't do it. The original article/post was quite interesting and I had recently been thinking the same. I came across this that made me 'lol' as the young uns say.

pumpkin-cheesecake-bars-my-own-recipe


Kristin specifically says "[Pictures are my own, & so is the recipe! No Copy & Pasting Here!]" but seeing as I find this whole page of drivel offensive I disregard her request. Honestly, this is not a recipe. Finding this page whilst looking for real inspiration made me feel cheated. What a waste of my time to put this out into the world. And then to linger in a tab on my firefox for weeks until I have gotten around to complaining about it. Kristin, you have angered me. And your cheesecake mess looks crap. So there.

I used this as an example of how people seem to have gotten lost down a side alley off the road to good food. In the homegrown discussion it seemed that the respondents initially wanted to participate but seemingly only to point out that yes they had also thought this and make some flaccid points about how it's ironic as modern kitchens are so well equipped. The lady that wrote the post engaged in the discussion, but then it fizzled out. I thought it was quite interesting. To be trying to understand what had gone wrong with the idea of food.

"I'm not necessarily sure the issue is one of complexity v's simple food, I think it's maybe more to do with understanding. I normally quite like jamie oliver recipes and had a quick look at a couple from the 30 mins. show and they do look terrifyingly complicated from the ingredients list but when you really think that yes, garlic/onion/chilli/olive oil are 4 separate ingredients, to someone who cooks regularly they would barely feature in the conciousness. They are just part of cooking certain types of food. So these plus a more unusual ingredient don't really add up to something overly complicated.
I do think that recipe books and shows reinforce the idea of following a set of rules rather than learning a general feel for what things go together." 


This was my point. But I would have liked to have gone further. After a trip to see my family at the weekend that left us desperate for some proper food, this has been amplified.

Firstly, my mum is ill and has been given some special reinforced milk and bottles of multi vitamin, anti-malnutrition drinks. Looking at these I feel disgusted. I feel disgusted that, to a certain extent, these space foods are all that my parents feel are safe and proper to deal with. They came in fruit flavours that have nothing to do with anything that grew in the ground. They are coloured and thickened and sweetened to make them appear proper, or some kind of twisted wholesome. But they came from the doctor. So they must me good.

Secondly, even outside the illness my mum has some weird flavour/taste issues. She mostly only like sweet and sour or plain semolina "the plainer the better" as the said when I asked if maybe she might like some jam or spices in it. 

Thirdly, even though my dad is doing a great job at looking after everything his cooking is "different" to ours. I think back to when he took over cooking when I was a teenager and he served up "pies" of baked beans topped with an egg, cooked in a pie dish in the oven. Or the near-week we had cauliflower cheese for every evening meal, each time getting more strange and separated as he pared down the construction method. We had frozen pizza, which personally (sorry dad, it was lovely of you to look after us and I mean no malice, we were hungry and we appreciated the food) we feel is a crime against eating. For dinner, beef and onions, plain potatoes, carrots and swede, which was nice, welcome but seemed so lacking of any wholesomeness or enthusiasm. This simple meal could have been so much more.

Fourthly (not counting another encounter with swede and carrots cancelled out with the roast potatoes cooked in the magic grandparents roasting pan) was the situation called tea at my grandad's house. This, as it always has been, was a selection of ham (or salmon as my auntie's influence showed) sandwiches, crisps and a huge array of mr kipling cakes and pies. Mini rolls. The finale being the chance to share with ralph the tradition of slicing off the top of the kipling pie with a teaspoon and piling in some clotted cream, topping it off with the dissected lid.

Not forgetting the encounter with utterly I can't believe marg.


I don't want to sound like a snob but this is so very different to how we normally eat. We buy vegetables and spices. We grow herbs. We love food. We cook.

But what even is a mini roll?

not on home where?

I think I knew about not on the high street before however I never looked at it properly. It does have some nice things, it has some really bad things. Here are some kitchen bits that are good and unusual. But I think I'll be buying them directly from the companies rather than through the not on site.


not on, garlic press
teaklimey.com

not on tea pot
exoticteapot.co.uk


not on bowls
alter-nativelife.com

not on cooking pots
or buy them at amazon
or from the thetravellingsouk.com


not on clay bowl

not on cutlery
greentulip.co.uk